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(being with you)

*huge dreamy sigh* [11 Sep 2005|06:52pm]
[ mood | content ]

You are amazing...

(5 broken promises | being with you)

[06 Sep 2005|11:02pm]
[ mood | enthralled ]

Hello everyone. Sorry if you thought I'd disappeared...I haven't. I pretty much have nothing to say about things that have been going on since I updated last, with the exception of the past 2 weeks. In the past two weeks I've managed to find happiness again, remember how to smile, remember who I used to be before everything got so screwed up. I've also learned how to care with my entire heart again .And it's all thanks to one person. His name is Andy and he's amazing. I'm crazy about him, and I don't think I show him that nearly as often as I could or should. I would tell you to get to know him to see how amazing he is but then I'd be afraid that I'd lose him when he figured out I'm not special. So take my word for it, he's one of the best things that could have happened to me. Babe, I'm absolutely crazy about you.

I've waited here for you
tonight I throw myself into
and out of the red
out of her head she sang

come down
and waste away with me
down with me
slow how
you wanted it to be
I'm over my head
out of her head she sang

and I wonder
when I sing along with you
if everything could ever feel this real forever
if anything could ever be this good again
the only thing I'll ever ask of you
you've got to promise not to stop when I say when

breathe out so I can breathe you in
hold you in
and now I know you've always been
out of your head
out of my head I sang

(2 broken promises | being with you)

[27 Jul 2005|04:37am]
Well everyone, I'm off to Florida for 11 days. See you all August 6th at the n2ts/ghost of maine show.

Call my cell if you need me.

(being with you)

CORRECTION [20 Jul 2005|10:27am]

(5 broken promises | being with you)

Okay. so It's been 2 months. Shoot me. [15 Jul 2005|03:27pm]
[ mood | discontent ]

For those of you who actually still read this shit. Disregard my last entry entirely. It seems as though I have searched as far as Arizona for something different and I managed to find another TJ.

So things were perfect with Eric and I. I couldn't have been happier. Until Like the last week of June/First week of July he called and put his new girlfriend on the phone. And now she's wearing what was my engagement ring. I don't even have words for my fucking disappointment. And I've had down time and I'm over it. Well, I'm at least acting normal again. I don't see this one getting fixed anytime soon. My heart was kind of ripped out and shredded with a dull rusty spork. (Do they even make metal sporks?) In any case. If there's a hitman somewhere in Arizona that reads my lj (ha ha) How much do you want?

News news news....what's happened. I am deeply saddened at the passing of Into the Silence - but at their last show I was introduced to Ghost of Maine. I really like their music. I needed a band to kickstart my interest in the scene again. It's been to long. I'm hoping they're it. I'll post some upcoming shows when I'm done babbling - one of which is an n2ts reunion show. I'll take a bus if I have to to get you people to go. Just hit me up.

Let's see. I've been slaving my summer away at ISU's Summer Stage or "Crossroads Repertory Theatre" *rolls eyes*. I'm a carpenter/electrician/costume/props person dependant upon the show. We are closing in on the last week. That's awesome. It's slave labor and I could kill 90% of the people there. Then I'm off to Florida to chill with my Aunt, hit warped tour. Then I'll be back for the ghost of maine/n2ts/to die alone show. I'll tell you about it later.

Blah. I don't know. I feel bad for being over eric this quickly but I really just want someone to mess around with. I want to be able to just sit around doing nothing all day with someone I'm into who makes me smile. It'd be nice for a change. No stupid pressure of having to go on a "date" or whatever. Just chill and watch movies, play video games, listen to music, general mischief and fun randomness.. I want something real. Anyway I'm out of here.

Upcoming shows of interest:

The Legacy (Terre Haute)

July 15th 2005

Halo 2 Tournament,

More info at Venue Doors



JULY 30th 2005

 Rock For Riley 2005!

Dr Satan

Cerebral Holocaust


Welcome to WallStreet


Fare Thee Well


Seeking Zero

 fatal Theory

Havok on polaris

 Anomic Doors


Show Start:3:00pm

$10.00 Admission


Ghost of Maine Shows:


Later on people.

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